I think part of the issue is knowing that Bethany didn't tell me before I moved up here that she isn't staying here, so I AGAIN have to face the prospect of living where she is not for the rest of my life. It hurts me. It angers me. FIRST and most of all because she didn't tell me before I moved up here. Sigh.
I am also aware that things would not have been any better in Texas. With Jon losing his job at Dell (another anger issue) we would have been stranded in Georgetown without much hope of surviving. I could not have lived with Amber and Jason much longer.
Life sometimes gets away from us. And it never seems to come back to center.