Sunday, February 24, 2002


i just turned 49. wow. one more year to the big 5-0. and suddenly i am a bit freaked. don't know if it's my 29 year old husband or just being older in general. i want SO MUCH to get into shape. to lose weight. to work out more. and i seem to be so ineffective. sigh. i have ordered the newest richard simmons videos. normally his videos don't interest me but this time they are to awesome music and seem more like dance videos!!! i think they will be fun. i am going to give up passions for exercise. and give up sugar as much as possible. i just feel like i only have a year to get in shape or it will be too late!!! don't know where that comes from. sigh. anyway, i pray for strength. dedication. determination. and success.