OK rant over. There's just no freaking point. There's never been one I guess...it just took me 12 years to figure it out. Women, the gullible species.
And now I can't share any of the pain and despair with Bethany. And I am forbidden to share with Amber so I'm pretty much on my own. What a thought. Sigh. Such a concept. I wonder if Gram had anyone to talk to when Vern was being such an ass? If she had a sister or a good friend to support her and hear her venting? I sure hope so. It's such an isolating thing.
Unrelenting resentment eats the heart and soul. It's shifting my personality and I HATE it. I have to figure out a way to release resentment before it kills me. Emotionally and literally.
| Tigger died today. We don't eve know what was wrong with him. It was very swift but he didn't seem to suffer, thank GOD.|
Tigger was our orange cat
but he was so much more than that
He was the loving heart of our life
In times of stress
When we were a mess
He'd touch our face
with his paws or face
And purr his love
into our hearts.
We'll miss you Tiggy-poo.