I sometimes wonder if my exhaustion registers at all on the radar screen of his being...but then again, probably not. It doesn't serve his SELF to let my issues impinge upon his being.
And me? I am kept in his
"regard" only as I serve his "SELF". But I am so TIRED of it all. It
makes living so freaking difficult. I am even tired of my own futile
attempts at rationalization! And nothing reaches him...