Amber, of all people, helped me relax about the whole "grandma question". She said I may not be able to give as many "things" as some grandmas, but that I'll be able to be more supportive. That was kind of nice. And I can't be the babysitting gram like my sister, but I guess I'll do OK. If and when.
Life sometimes spirals out of control.
Emotions get out of whack. I find myself so weepy with no true reason.
And the Christmas season just makes it worse.