Musings

I talked to Bethany about this today. Some days, and they aren't a lot, I feel like I can stay married to him. Other days it's like, I cannot do this one more moment. Sigh. I guess that is life, yes?

We talk about how we got here. How this force for lack of a better word, came to be in our lives. Bethany feels responsible because she asked him into our lives. I feel responsible because I let him stay in our lives. Sigh.