Marriage

I don't understand why marriage is so difficult for me. Other women marry, have kids, do fine...I, on the other hand, am dying.

I'm sure that some of it comes from marrying the wrong person at the wrong time for what seemed to be the right reason.

I mean, I knew, from the very beginning that he didn't love me. That he loved Bethany. What I couldn't know then, of course, is that he would continue to love her for 15 long years. And that, in the end, that would kill my love for him, my belief in us, my desire to be married to him at all...