Just me, aspiring mystic, lover of blue roses (a thing between my grandmother and I), and my thoughts, hopes, dreams, feelings...that which catches and holds my attention...out there for GOD and everyone to see...
Tuesday, April 24, 2001
Today was rough. I cried a lot. Emptiness stalks my psyche. Loneliness
inhabits my house. I am so tired. My shoulder hurts. My knee hurts. I
simply hurt. I want to feel better. I want to stop aching for
interaction and I just don't know how. All of my life I have had people
around me to help me through the loneliness. Suddenly I am having to
deal with it alone. And I am not dealing very well.