Today was rough. I cried a lot. Emptiness stalks my psyche. Loneliness inhabits my house. I am so tired. My shoulder hurts. My knee hurts. I simply hurt. I want to feel better. I want to stop aching for interaction and I just don't know how. All of my life I have had people around me to help me through the loneliness. Suddenly I am having to deal with it alone. And I am not dealing very well.