My son was able to hold his son today...

David Lehman is pondering how something so small could steal his heart, enrage his anger, and drop all 30 years of wall within seconds of holding him. Holding my son for this first time is like seeing myself through Gods eyes. In a second I was happy, sad, and angry. Happy because I got to hold the greatest gift from God. Sad because I cant take him home. Angry at the fact that it took so many tries to get the iv in him.

So whats it like to hold my son? I cant explain it. 77 plus hours and I was speechless. How could God give me this little angel to protect? Or am I the angel for Drake to protect?