But after all the talk about it I thought I
would come and jot some words. Life has been interesting. I had a
thought the other day about the unfairness of life. My ex was a
teetotaler. Didn't do drugs and didn't drink. He also didn't talk to me
or pay attention to me. Now, I have Jon, who won me with conversation
and inspires me to such passion that it frightens me (after 38 years of
no passion, passion can be scary). And yet, because of the drugs I may
have to turn my back and walk away. Sigh. Life is DEFINITELY a mystery
to me.....